Restless !!

Feeling restless. All of a sudden. What is the reason?? Not sure but there could be many reasons building over the period. Sometimes, when you feel helpless in certain situation the anger builds in your mind. This always tries to find a way out.

Anger due to system surrounding you. Anger due to failures. Anger due to unfulfilled desires.

Sometime all of us feel like bitting someone badly. Sometime we feel numb. This is ought to happen. Mind always try to find optimistic side of it. And ( almost ) always he manages too.

It is certainly one of the biggest challenge to find some motivation every time to move ahead.A friend told that swami Vivekananda always endorsed optimism. Haven't read much of him but it would be interesting to find his source to do so. I think spirituality is one of biggest source. But to begin on the path of spirituality is quit a challenge. It needs immense efforts and dedication along with sacrifice. Doesn't look my cup of tea. Who knows if I could manage in future. I am not excited but still would be waiting for that day.